Saturday, April 10, 2010

Lack Of Drive

Lately i've lost my drive to do school work with only a couple of weeks left...I mean that's normal considering the time of year it is, i'm exactly twenty days away from summer break. I just feel like I lost my drive extra early this year, i'm just hoping I can snap out of this for the last couple of weeks of school and work on my final which I have to create completely on my own. I do think that passing through grade school and even parts of college without really trying has ruined me. There are time when I know I should study or need to study and won't and that is a habit that I am really trying to break. I also think not working and lack of homework has contributed to this when I was working I didn't feel as lazy because when I wasn't at work I had to do homework or get zeroes but class with out homework give me time to slack off because I won't study because I never had to. This weekend i'm going to try and just chill (until tomorrow I do have math hw due on Monday) take some mental health time and try to hit these last couple of weeks hard. Going to try to write blogs more often just to keep my blood pressure down (lol) and to keep my writing, grammar and spelling sharp. If anyone is reading this I just want to say have a nice day, and this is just something I had on my mind and needed to get on paper!

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